who holds the key to your heart?

written whole-heartedly by: nabila


assalamualaikum,


a thousand miles seems pretty far.
i pray for the kind of love people say exists.
i pray for the kind of love full of picnic baskets and bike rides and lollipops.
i pray for the kind of love that will last a lifetime.
i pray for the kind of love filled with kisses on the cheek and blushing and warm embraces.
i pray for the kind of love that makes you see stars.
i pray for the kind of love dreams are made of.
i pray for the kind of love full of laughter and long talks and a deeper conversation.


but since i don't have that yet, there must be things i need to do alone. all on my own. sendiri. sorang. embracing this time of singleness that, i'll admit, seems to stretch oh so very long! perhaps i'm not ready yet for the kind of relationship i desire. perhaps, my future husband isn't ready. maybe we both need to grow or things need to happen. truth is, i don't really know.


and lastly, i pray for the man of my dreams to come find me. 

okay. that's pretty much about it. mengada kan? yeah right i know exactly what you think. but when we look back, semua orang berfikiran sama. sape je taknak kisah cinta yang macam cerita korea or hollywood? sweet gila kot. but before that, you have to find the right person first. sebab cinta ni berkaitan hati dan perasaan. you can't simply give your heart to anyone because a heart is so much more than just some body part - it is essential for living. a person can loose their eyes, ears, arms, legs, and even a kidney and yet still be alive. but if your heart goes out, so do you. the same is true not only for the body, but for the soul and spirit of a person. if your heart gets hurt, abused, taken advantage of, betrayed, or is easily won over, then it will be severely broken, or even die if not taken care of immediately. it is so precious and fragile, and yet so complicated. dan sebab itu, jangan takut untuk bersendiri untuk tempoh yang agak lama. gua pon dulu lama jugak single. takde hal pon. gua pegang satu prinsip je dulu, bercinta untuk kahwin. bukan saja-saja-nak-kapel-sebab-tengok-orang-lain-pon-ada-bf. kenal, kawan dulu dengan semua orang. masa tu lah nak filter and reject orang. don't rush things. tu je pesanan dan amanat gua. lastly, today is my 23rd monthary with my love one. do pray for us people. doakan kami dijodohkan untuk satu sama lain. thank you in advance.

till we meet again, bye bye!

p/s : i miss you :'(

23rd kapel month :)

"Rhythm Of Love"

My head is stuck in the clouds
She begs me to come down
Says, "Boy, quit foolin' around"
I told her, "I love the view from up here
Warm sun and wind in my ear
We'll watch the world from above
As it turns to the rhythm of love"

We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun, you're mine
All mine
Play the music low
And sway to the rhythm of love

My heart beats like a drum
A guitar string to the strum
A beautiful song to be sung
She's got blue eyes deep like the sea
That roll back when she's laughing at me
She rises up like the tide
The moment her lips meet mine

We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun, you're mine
All mine
Play the music low
And sway to the rhythm of love

When the moon is low
We can dance in slow motion
And all your tears will subside
All your tears will dry

And long after I've gone
You'll still be humming along
And I will keep you in my mind
The way you make love so fine

We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun, you're mine
All mine
Play the music low
And sway to the rhythm of love
Play the music low
And sway to the rhythm of love
Yeah, sway to the rhythm of love

sabah getaway

written whole-heartedly by:nabila


assalamualaikum,


hello there world. so, today i'll let the pictures do the talking (i'm too lazy for it).

till we meet again, bye bye!

cuti-cuti cinta

ditulis dengan sepenuh hati oleh gua: nabila


assalamualaikum,


hai hai! so entry kali ni gua nak berjiwang-jiwang sikit lah sebab dah lama sangat gua tak jiwang kot. dah tumpul sikit skill gua. but not to worry, jiwang gua adalah umum - yakni sesuai untuk semua tontonan umum. dipendekkan cerita, semua mesti tau kan pasal hari sejuta belia? tipu sangat lah kalau taktau sebab semua media cetak dan elektronik tengah gebang pasal benda tuh. so pada hari sabtu, gua ikut haziq (kipas-susah-mati gua) pergi putrajaya. dia ada event kat sana, that is fun run organised by standard chartered. dan dia pon bersemangatlah nak lari dengan kasut baru, tapi angan-angan tak kesampaian. sampai je kat tempat perlepasan, bunyi hon kedengaran menandakan larian tu dah mula. lastly, he ended up being a photographer. so sementara tunggu pukul satu, kami merayau-rayau ke pelbagai tempat.

then around 1 p.m macam tu lepas event dia dah habis, gua bagitau haziq yang gua tak pernah pergi alamanda. so, dia tanya nak pergi ke tak. alang-alang boleh tengok wayang kat sana. gua pon dengan serta-merta setuju lah. tapi sampai alamanda, tak jadi tengok wayang sebab semua komen pirates of caribbean bosan. so, jalan-jalan je dalam tu dan lunch sekali.

around 3 p.m gua dan haziq pon dah gerak balik menuju shah alam. sesampainya di sana, singgah di rumah sewa haziq for a short while untuk mengambil barang-barang. lepas tu, kami menuju ke kuala lumpur and gua ajak dia pergi pavy. lepas maghrib bergerak lah menuju ke sana. kebetulan hari sabtu pulak, ramai orang membanjiri area bukit bintang dan ada mini concert di perkarangan pavy. artis gua tak kenal. so, the first place we headed to was this one shop to exchange satu kemeja that i bought it there about two weeks ago. the shirt was pretty but unfortunately ada sikit kerosakan minor. but the thing is, i don't have the receipt and the price tag. gua dah campak dalam trash. at first, agak susah untuk gua nak dapat ganti sebab takde resit. then, the salesgirl asked me what other things yang gua beli together with baju tu. lepas amoi tu check dalam sistem, and because of dia tau baju tu gua tak pernah pakai and cuci, gua dapat tukar yang baru. thank god! then, berjalan-jalan sambil bergambar.

kepenatan berjalan, we decided to go back but beforehand kami pergi makan dulu. gua ajak dia makan ayam penyet. yes, again! the price was really pricey tapi dah makan kan, bayar je lah. then balik rest because he wanted to watch football match between barca and man u at 2.30 a.m the next morning.

on the next day, hari ahad, gua dah kena balik kampus tapi sebelum tu sempat haziq bawa gua ke zoo negara. gua memang dah lama nak pergi sana, dan hari tu hajat gua kesampaian. sangat best dapat tengok haiwan-haiwan yang ada kat sana. selain tu, aktiviti ni merupakan kelainan dalam rutin berdating gua dan haziq. sangat relax dan terisi.

lastly, kami bertolak balik ke bestari jaya untuk menghantar gua ke kampus. on the way there, we picked up my friend eriq at ktm sungai buloh, before heading back to my "lovely" campus. sampai sana, gua cakap kat haziq yang gua nak beli barang mandi and barang dapur. so, disebabkan nida belum sampai and gua pon takde kunci nak masuk rumah, haziq bawak gua pergi tesco kuala selangor untuk menghabiskan duit. selepas membeli dan membelah, singgah dinner kat kedai sate before balik. then dia hantar gua before balik shah alam. sedih la pulak tengok dia balik sorang. pity he had to spend his time with me sampai demam-demam. thanks for every little thing u've done for me rafiuddin haziq, i love u very very much. feel better okay sayang?

jumpa gua lagi nanti, bye bye!

:: iT's 18th CouPLe aNNyvErsAry, L'amOuR ::

Long Time have not updated this blog. according to today's date. today is our anniversary on 18. An alarm was setted just for it. But a thing happen. Just a little bit misunderstanding. But i think its ok now. Haaa ckp psal 'OK' ni, have anyone know what is the history of 'OK'.?? According to Miss Stobery (February, 2011), the word 'OK' was exist since World War 2. A soldier will say ZERO KILL if none of his men down. After several times, the word was shorten to 'OK' means O : ZERO, K : KILL.. Biya, do you believe that I have become your soulmate over the past 18 months of your life? For me, I do not believe that our relationship had reached 18. the times is running fast. However, there are many more that we need to learn in our relationship. Attitude, responsibility, sense of belonging, and many more. Believe me, my life will not be complete without you. You're a rainbow and colors to bring into my life. I love you very much. Some otders for you to study hard, achieve your goal, remember the sacrifices of your parents, do not create problems for them. I'll always besides you whenever you want. So tomorrow i've a job as medical team at Klang. RM40 for half day. Weeehuuu~ (kn best kalo jd personal trainer..) oooops~ i love to teach people.! <3 <3 <3 ok sweetheart, epy couple month yg ke-18.! I dunnoe well in English grammar but i tried..hehe~ tolong cek kn grammar sy eh Teacher Nabila.! love u lah.! papehal Teacher text sy ea.? Teacher tau kn num phone sy.?? poyo gile.! ngiahahaha~

!!.jumpe lagi.!!